Melt.down.

Do you ever have those days where you just wannt ttto cry and cry. and you are not even on your period or close to starting? That was me. Yesterday.

I dont exactly know why i was soo. emotional.. It all came on at work! work! I had watched the kiddies in the morning and went to work at nine. I finished the second book in this series i've been reading, the book is called The Iron Daughter. So goood. I finished it at work. It mostly ended the way i wanted it to, she got her true love. and then i just started crying. at work. at WORk. Partly because the book was over?? (so glad to find out the third one is coming out in Feb) because she has a true love and i dont?? I have no idea what was wrong? Then i started missing my best friend Tanner. Realized i had to figure out my stupid boy problems right now. Have to figure out what i want in life. Why cant i go on a service missionn or an internship right now, drop everything and go. this second? I dont get why I am in this rutt right now, why cant i be like everyone else and just know i need to go to college or something?

Enough. enough about my Meltdownn. Please do not judge me for that.

The day went on, i was still emotionally drained, but it ended good. Emily and have been wanting to make Halloween sugar cookies! so we did. With tons of other girls too(it twas a party). We also played the new game called pictionary telephone and our fave, hearthrob. We then ended the night with the movie invisible.

Excited for Halloween.
-jenn